Today, with a whole lot of support, grace and prayer.
Smiling is hard without you.
I don't care if you look like your dad, or if you look like me, or if you look like us both.
Now I hold my 20 year old while she has hers only because medically it would kill her to keep it, but I know what she feels, what she cries.
At about a year and four months in the relationship I got the call that no one ever expects.
July When you feel a hand rest upon your Mum, And you hear the sound of a low deep hum, I hope you know, and to yourself think gladly, This touch and voice is of my Daddy.
So when you feel that hand on Mum, And hear the sound of my low deep hum, I know you'll know and for that I'm glad, That here with Mum is your very proud Dad.
For a second I thought I could do it.
Now everything in life seems pointless and empty.
My sister was smart, brave she let her baby live but me I went all alone to "fix the problem" I thought it would be "done" and that would be that.