Once, to get over the fear of doing it.
The main reason why value my self-esteem so highly, why I write about this topic so often and have created a whole week course around it is simply because it has made my own life so much happier and more fun.
This is the blessedness of a saint; his condition admits of no alteration.
It is God's finger on man's shoulder.
And I said:
But faith is a plant that can grow in the shade, a grace that can find the way to heaven in a dark night.
There is nothing more I wanted in this life!